Saturday, April 24, 2010
I need a happy pill.
Why am i always soooo EMO.......
Sad life uhhh..
Always so envious of other people.
When can i ever be proud of myself for doing a great thing.. Like when uhh.
MYE.. last two weeks of June Hols..
I am totally not prepared even when i kept telling myself im gonna do well for it.
It doesn't make sense if i just use my mouth, but not using my brains..
Somehow still worried, what if i couldn't get in the course i want, what if i do badly for my Os.
What if...
Spoke to amalina few days ago, heard her stories, why she ended up as a retainer because she did badly for Os and didnt want to go ITE like some of her classmates.
Its so.. Scary
Now i understand the school's motto of
perseverance.
You will never succeed if you decide to give up at your last lap.
Maybe that is the reason why there is this word called ''consistent''
I need to pace myself.
However, because of this phrase '' Slow and steady wins the race''
Revisions starts now, and yes :)
I am loving Mrs tan's chemistry lesson and i learn that chemistry is really cool.
Don't you think so?
I can't wait for the next chapter that she will be teaching..
hmmm.. Some people ask
Why the hell do we have to study..?
Well,Geography makes me thinks that studying makes everything worthwhile, and how we can make the place we leave in a better one.
The world is just so amazing..
Well, Mrs tan makes me want to become a teacher, like her maybe..
Its just like the joy, how i always love to joke with the juniors, and teaching them in band.
They make my day because they make me feel like i am one of them..
I have to say.
I miss band =(
Once a band member, always a band member.
Hahaha
I dreamt before that ms tan bought the band piece ''You raise me up''
I couldnt believe it that ms tan really bought it for the band!! well, that is after i stepped down.. =(
aha! I can't wait to get the scores! this is killing me.. hahaha!
