Wednesday, June 24, 2009
A Change, good or bad?
To me, it is something bad.
Even though i already knew about this matter 1 month ago.. Even till now, that they announced their leaving, i still can't accept the fact that my dearest conductors that i have always looked up to, to leave the band unjustified. I'm never going to accept it. I sill feel as confused as ever.. I'm really very disappointed to some of the band members saying that they look forward to their new conductors.. Heartless or what? Mr Wong have already been in this school for 7 years, and he was the one who build this band up. He has a much more years of teaching experience than our new conductor..
So what if you get a gold band instructor for us, it does not mean that our band would become better. So what if u get the best of all tuition teacher to teach, if the student is not willing to work, its similar to effort gone to waste.Everybody knows, strict and fierce instructors won't work in our school, and attendance would be even worse. For Mr Wong, he have not even given up on students before, and has always been encouraging students to come back for band practices, even though attendance is not part of the instructors job. The instructors that we want is not just somebody who comes in to teach combine band for few hours and make it as a practice for us.
They teach us not only music, but also moral values, and where can u find another conductor as good as them? They know when to joke, and liven up our spirits that make band practices as a relaxation to us, not as a chore.
Why change when we're already having a great change? That's why i'm still not giving up. Take it or Not.
Indignant, pessimistic, yeah.. that's what you think i am.
Why not give us another chance? Why not give them another chance if they did something wrong or not. They meant a lot to us, much more than you think it is..
Whatever i know, this is so unjustified!
For the award we got for this year's SYF. Conductors are not to be blamed. We know clearly that our sound is improving, and that the award we will get would be much more than a bronze. who would know that the epidemic would occur at this period of time where practices are cut down, where we struggled through the SYF with half arms and half legs?! we aren't even prepared for the SYF that shows our results!
Yes u want it, but u have never thought about how the students felt before.
This is so unfair to the band and the conductors!!!!!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
This blog is gonna be dead soon uhh..
Didn't have the mood and time to blog this few days.. Cos its so sian..
Have been spending most of my time on band.. Band practices and blah blah..
So much stuffs that are undone.. That includes my homework okay! Please Please Please EXTEND THE HOLIDAY!! Due to H1N1.. i heard from the News that they may extend the holiday leh.. YAY.. And i know i am bad cos
extend holiday = H1N1 cases becomes more & more.. =X
Aiyo,thought we were going library this friday when Juf suddenly remembered she need to go lit's house to bake cookies,experiment for entrepreneaurship fair.. For my class.. I don't think anyone even started.. =.=''
Well well.. Finally got to go swimming this friday!! and better dun let m excitement becomes nothing hor.. Because it has always been like that.. =.=
Holiday is sian when u have no $$.. >.< i really feel like going out and do some shopping or blah.. but hais...
I don't think i'll be doing my chinese project since nobody even care.. The group members.. haha
And this is the 3rd week already while i have only finished my chemistry worksheets,which is like pathetic okay..
Time passes really quickly lah.. It doesnt even look like a holiday,and btw..
Decided not to do it liao.. Because I'm still not giving up. haha
And really sorry if i somehow did offend Mr Koh SL & Mr Pek during the talk? lol
Can't blame me,i get agressive if it is something that i go against with..
Feeling so damn bored now...
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Finally back from camp.. Just when i thought i could put my mind with a peace for just this 3 days..
Why again?
But i should be glad that i have had at least 2 days to stop thinking and put my mind to blank..
But why are humans so selfish?? I wonder why.. But you can't blame me for being so selfish either..
It seems like all the things i thought about for others,and did is just a waste of time.
Nobody understands my actions...
But if you aren't satisfied of what i'm doing now,get things right first.. Stop telling me all this and that,because i don't understand.. Why now? Just after i break my camp today?
But think about it.. Thinking that i am selfish,makes u a more selfish person..
Saying that u understand and blah.. But by seeing what u had text me about,tells me that u dun understand a thing.. And do u know that it makes me feel that that i shouldn't trust anyone anymore,and i shouldn't confine my feelings to others..
I will fight on,even if we lose the battle.. I know that i have tried..
