A human being is only interesting if he's in contact with himself. I learned you have to trust yourself, be what you are, and do what you ought to do the way you should do it. You have got to discover you, what you do, and trust it.


KR Open House is finally over..
3 weeks of break.. HERE I COME!! XD
Played and played for the whole day .. Some more repeating the same pieces.
We will, we will rock you!
I left my water bottle in the hall... and its LOCKED!! bye bye bottle =(

Hai hai.. I told myself not to cry over something like this or for someone already..
So why? Its not worth it..

I've completely lost my trust in all of you already..
So much for my dumb-ness..
I thought you would actually care. But its not.. for my naive thinking.
Stop hiding yourself.. Its useless. U can keep it for now, but not forever..
I will play the game on.. with u =)
Until i'm satisfied with it.
Don't make me become another person..

I shouldnt care so much for now.. anymore
Call me selfish if you want to.
Im doing it for my own sake.

If you are reading my blog.. And u know u that u are the one.
Then.. its you.. Yes.. you =)

Its like the email i have read..

I feel like a Fence
Everytime when u say something hurtful to me out of anger.
The nail is hammered to the fence..
Even if you take them all out one by one from the day accumulated.
It leaves a hole there.. That cannot be healed.
Look at those holes u have left for me..

Faith is a cop-out. If the only way you can accept an assertion is by faith, then you are conceding that it can’t be taken on its own merits.

Hai! So tiring..
Yes! SO busy this few days.. Machiam like i doing business like that.. =.=!
Some more i don't get paid.. And still kena scolding because of someone..

Yesterday was KR open house.. Had to like rush down to school cos mr pek suddenly ask me to come early.. =.=
Performed so songs and blahh.. A whole new world(clarinet ensemble) is nice!
Woot.. I got to use my New Eupho!! Super shiny and niceeee!!
and I couldnt stop humming the tune when i go to sleep.. woo

So much problems going on..
Well, not only me lahh..
Must always think that you are not the only one is such a worst situation.. Others may be worst than u!
Should feel fortunate okay!!

I'm so glad.. yeah.. Just now..
My bestie from NCO camp sms-ed to share her problems with me..
Really glad to help her..
Sometimes its good to ignore, but not so good in different situations.. Should u care about it too much, or just think '' Its ok, just leave it.. everything will be fine''
Just think about whether are they important to u..
Friends
She's right.. Friends are there to share problems and things with each other.

Wanted to sleep until pig pig today..
Then my Kuku band members msg me and ask what sec1s come for open house wear what?
I was like.. wth? since when did i ask the sec1s to come..
Damn kuku one leh.. Tell them always nv listen.. In the end always msg me ask stupid qns.
Qi si ren!!
Like.. can use common sense anot!! =.=
I think one day i will just die of too much anger caused by them..
One very important thing i must say about my band members.
-They have short attention span.
Thats why always tell them things always forget one then dont want to listen.

stupid idiotic person in the band tagboard keep tagging saying ''spam spam spam''.. So irritating..
Made me waste my time go delete it.. GEt a life man. i dont care who u are or whether is it someone from our band.. Really hate this kind of no life people.

HAIS!!
Open House again tomorrow! After that i'm free from band!!
Can't wait for it!!

4 more months.. Please just let me enjoy my time in band. :)

Others judge us by our behavior, while we judge ourselves by our intentions.


What a Sad World :(
Misunderstandings that can never be solved.

Would u rather wish to hate that person for life, or try to find a way to hear out one's explanations and understand it?

Humans are so complicated

Small stuffs that has never been taken in seriously might just be seen as so important and significant to others.

Have you ever wondered why u hate that someone so much?

Why that someone wished that you would not hate him/her, though he/she knew that you would never want to hear our their explanations.

Maybe i would..
Just dislike that someone..
I've learned to let go..


Went swimming with Juf today..
It was fun. So long since i went there..
Nostalgic feeling..
I got tanned.. like again?
Saw some obseen stuffs there.. zzzz
China gals are.. wth
This is Singapore, not china. i know China are very OPEN, but Singapore is not!
Mind what u are doing..

Been packed with so much band stuffs.. Gonna go crazy..
I have not even started with homework.. super dead
I need to organize my time well..
Mrs Tan mt, u were right.. argh!! No time at all.
I want this week to pass and leave all the next few weeks free for me to start my revisions and homework!

My Euphonium is spoiled!! =(

Argh!! Like for the first time...
I hate it.. Saturday is Open House.. Oh my, i dont know how to live without my dearest Euphonium for the practices!!

Did maintenance for the whole day.. Super tiring.. wasted so much of my energy!!
Guess what.. i hate it!! Argh. Polishing stuffs!!
All of them are like letting me the last slot to do my stuffs.. Ended up with spoiled valves.
Pathetic!

Band is a CCA

Made to waste the school's property
To increase school's water and electricity bill
The Most dirtiest CCA ever.. xD

Haha.. hehe

Going swimming with Juf tomorrow.. SO long since i went!!
i gained much fats during holiday.. wooo
ALright, i regretted helping keegan they all change the Band Camp date to 21st and 22nd Dec.
Know what, i think im pure dumb..

When you meet your antagonist, do everything in a mild and agreeable manner. Let your courage be as keen, but at the same time as polished, as your sword.

Really bored.
I don't feel like blogging nowadays. It doesn't make any significant use because my holidays have been as bored as ever and as always.
The only thing that i could ever talk about is band.. Right?
BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND
Okay, i'm done :)

I think i forgot something.. Went to see Zhang Shao Han at IMM with Juf they all yesterday.
Great singer.. But i will never ever never ever go to this kind of stuff again..
Unless Yamapi comes, which is like IMPOSSIPLE..

Didn't go for Anime Fest Asia, cos i heard it was kinda boring and.. I SAW from the news.
I will go.. UNLESS i am a OTAKU :D
But too bad i'm not xD HOW GREAT!

Went to meet Brenda just now to get some stuffs from her.. hais
We talked for almost like 1hr+.. Everything is.. Confusing

Yeah, i don't want to care so much. but, i just can't sit there and do nothing..
Ignorance is a bliss. I don't know what to do.

Be entirely tolerant or not at all; follow the good path or the evil one. To stand at the crossroads requires more strength than you possess.


Well, i realised something now..
I don't like to talk to him.
it makes me feel more.. Everything is so weird.

Oh gosh, i really must know how to tolerate stuffs, if not i'll die!! >.<
Seriously, if i really die because of that.. Then that person should be blamed on!!

Truth truth truth.. There is this something that im so into it..
Somethings are better not to know.. Many will agree to it.
As it says.. Curiosity kills the cat
I am, the cat..


Went for Geog today.. Well, boredom kills..
Studied, and did workbook..
Once in a while, games won't kill right?
Played my PSP outside the staffroom, and that's super cool.. =.=
Thanks to yvonne..

Band practice tomorrow.. Bel and keegan won't be around.!!
Arghh..!!

-Open House 28Nov =.=

All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.


Why is the Truth always so cruel and hurting?
Why am i always the one going through all these? Please give me a break
If not i think i'll just break down anytime..

Please don't make it come true..
That i will just throw away everything , and not bother about anything..
I want to be the Naive person i used to know.

Holiday Planning..
Just a reminder for me :D

-Chinese TYS, do whole book and mark
-Chinese Journals
-Chemistry TYS
-Geography TYS
-Geography WB
-Physics Definition list* (Overdued) xD

Revisions
-Prepare for Geography Re-test on Coast
-Buck up for E Math. Textbook revisions
-Chemistry, practice formula
-Physics TYS
-Read history new chapters.

It is the nature of desire not to be satisfied, and most men live only for the gratification of it.

PEople!! I know many of you thinks that my blog is SUPER BORING! I agree with you :D
WARNING: Do not read it if you don't wish to, because u might just fall asleep!

One week of extended term is gonna be over soon! HUrray!! Celebrations anyone?
Having Geography Test on Coast tomorrow, and i don't even know a shit about anything because i missed out one week of intensive rush up work of lessons. and Lee mw did not tell me anything even when i asked her.
''Go read your textbooks, its very straight''
She did not even give me worksheets that others have got.
Luckily maywen photocopied for me :D

NO mood to concentrate at all.. Don't feel like studying.

Yesterday's SAF Band concert was great! Those who missed it out, its a waste!
Saw instructor Kai Li, and i smiled at him like twice? OMG!!
Kok Wey came, but i didnt see him =(

Anyway, did i really like go there for a wrong purpose? But there's SO many handsome guys there.. I took photo with one performers with blossom, he is so SHUAI!! xD
No choice.!!
Joshua Lim is a baddie, cos he cut my cue for collecting of tickets, then I was like messaging him throughout my whole lessons during class.. Idiot..
And.. He's BLACK! BLack-er than me!

Wow, guess i'm not really that tanned..!!
Blossom Chua, u owe me damn lot!! She did not even become tanned at all!! ARGHH!!
WHY!!

ALl the best of my Geography Test tomorrow and Fail with FLYING COLOURS! :D

I'm back for lessons! Wow, its like finally? after 1 week of Camp..
Im like a frog in the well after i went to class.. Everything that they are going through, on worksheets.. I know NOTHING.. First time i've felt this way.
Joyce Tan shouted at me today.. =.= zzzz

Classes are damn boring.. HAI..!!
I'm still in Holiday mood.. WHat to DO!?!

Went for Band Practice today.. well, at least it did cheer me up. NO, NOT SO MUCH..
Got so damn pissed off by the band.
Sec 1s are like so noisy, and no respect for their seniors at all.. Blaming their seniors for like almost everything? immature..
If i were to talk like that to my senior, i guess i would have been thrown out of the band room..
Care or not care? i can't be bothered, seriously.. SPoiled


Played games before we ended the practice.
Right or wrong? Juniors aren't being cooperative..
Assist DM can just say, ''i don't wan to play''.. So can sit beside there.
Sec 1s just say, ''the game also not fun one..'' And he just played Chess with his Section Leader beside there..

I can't stand this kind of attitude anymore.. Only one week that i wasnt around, and the band became like this under the assistant leaders? Having me to shout at them just after i came back?

Seriously, tried to control my anger after that..
Continued with games, at least we had some fun.. Okay.

Wah lao. Im seriously damn damn disappointed today.. Seriously.
I think i seriously got the qian bian* and offender look.. That's why im always being maligned..
No matter what.. Or what.. OR WHAT?!!! Why are there like so many misunderstandings?!
That cannot be solved? like NEVER?
After i heard it.. I was like ........
Seriously can't be bothered to explain..
Ignorance is bliss :D

5th Day of NCO Band Camp

This is it.. =D That's the last day.. seriously couldn't bear to let it end.. Gonna miss it a lot.
All the fun we had together, i'll never forget it.. Thanks to the instructors, and friends over there! :D
Did rehearsals for the whole POP(passing out parade) for a few times.. Tiring, but enjoying it.. Endure!! Everything was great..
The last part was the Display Band.. It was great, and fantastic..
Had like 4hours of break after the rehearsal.. Was supposed to rest..
Instead, we spend like 4 hrs on dressing up, chatting, and all.. taking photos!

Definitely would want to have some memories! Even on the last day, i made friends.. From SJC, haha.. Was like such a coincidence.. She knows my ex-DM which was so close to her ex-DM.. woo, complicated.. Talked much along, but it was short.. *Secrets in between*.. =D
Ryanamus, thanks for the slow motion video u took of me at the auditorium, it looked retarded and funny! :D haha..

After that was POP, and.. That's it.. All of us were really excited and nervous..
My heart was pumping so quickly and hard during our display band.. I was so nervous..
During the march past, they said i look tensed x_x. I was just being serious ok! ahaha..
*Stomach in Chest out!*

Display band was great.. Fantastic. i couldn't describe it, but i was so nervous that..
For the last gimmick, turned my Mace the wrong side, then i turned it back quickly after that.. Phew.. =D

Haha, we were then shouting ''Drum Major Rocks!!'' after that.. It was unforgettable.. xD
Took photos together after POP! :D
Gordon brought back my mace.. haha..

I'm really going to miss all my friends over there.. =(
Thank you for everything!
Thanks band members for coming!
Shall only post a few photos, cos there's too many!







Maris Stella High DM

With Waimin! My bestie in NCO :D




With ACS Barker DM

My contingent's instructor






With guang yang BM & DM, and STC DM


Group photo, Keegan so extra..

4th day of 35th NCO Band Camp

It was a super great and fun day!! Even though it rained like so many times on the day..
I guess i wouldn't forget it.. =) Now i'm starting to miss it, i don't want the camp to end!!

Did few rehearsals for our display band techniques.. tiring, but fun..
Felt a sense of accomplishment.. Everything was getting better! But my arm is starting to hurt after so much spinning and turning of the mace..

Haha, it rained during our practice on display band. Ran back inside, and went in to the auditorium to slack, without the instructors.. Everyone was starting to get bored and started to find ways to entertain.
Then they started to sing Overture No.1. It was damn funny, especially the guys.. haha
Our singing was super out of tune!! Since we don't have instruments to play, we sing!! Thanks to ArjAy.. We couldn't stop laughing..

Then we went for lunch.. Well, still its raining.. We were like talking about each others band uniform.. Everyone of them sounds so cute.. Except mine.. I'm jealous!!

After that was POP rehearsal.. It was super tiring.. We stood for like so long, and some more we couldn't move.. They needed to keep repeating it.. -.- phew..
Went to the field, and it started raining again.. BAD weather!! Was super tiring.. As we tried out the march past.. ENDURE!!!! Instructors are damn funny.. I'm so glad there are still people to entertain us..

Realized we did, get close bond with the instructors.. After that we exchanged numbers with our team members..
Were released early as it was raining.. Haha, we were at the field.. then everyone was like.. running!! Then we were there.. ''Chiong ahh!!''

haha, it was so damn funny.. Even just a short period of time. We can really feel it.. Having fun together..

Went to Mr Prata. House after that with wai min, nathalie and blossom for dinner.. :D
wai min got so irritated because of the idiotic waiter that kept giving us the wrong orders that we ordered..
I ordered for 1cheese and 1egg prata.. in the end he gave me 2 egg, and told me it was cheese and egg, i realised it only after i ate it.. -.- Then waimin had to wait so long for her egg prata.. HAha, she got really like irritated..
Thanks people, for letting me pay the GST arh.. !!

Went home after that..
Was like sms-ing wai min on my way home.. She got so irritated.. That i told her to go home and eat ice to cool down.. XD

Spend like so long trying out my cock shoes..!! Couldn't decide.. which one?!!
Finally.. My sister's one is too BIG!! imagine u drop ur shoes while u are doing mark time? embarassing.. But the other is too high, but then I'd rather let my feet hurt.. xD

Omg, i just receive a shocking news from Blossom..
U know Ashley Leong?? The guy named Jerry in the ''I not stupid'' show..
He's a Drum Major from Nan Hua High School..!!!! OMG!! seriously couldn't recognise him!!
Even though he went up as a prize receiving representative!!

I'm so excited for tomorrow's Passing Out Parade!! :DD

3rd day of NCO Band Camp

Woo.. Dad drove me there today.. reached like so early.. earlier than wai min this time.. :DD
Did drills in the morning.. Fun, but tiring.. dari-kiri was so fun.. haha, like snakes and ladders.. searching for food??
Then it rained, had some funny talks and chats with the instructors.. ''STRIP-DANce!!'' woo.. haha, in the end they had pole dance.. it was so funny..

Went for the last lecture.. about NAFA, nothing much.. cos i'm not really interested..
School fee is damn expensive. Get grade 8 in practical and theory, pass audition.. here u go..

Then practiced on our display band with our maces. Its so damn cool..
High school cadets + gimmicks!
YEAH!! mark time all the way for my row!! wooohooo!! Then turn FM 20, then march back..
I was so wrong.. we will be having like solo parts for my row of 6 people. The part is like, easy but difficult??
Those who are going for my Passing Out Parade, see me there! :D

I don't wish NCO band camp to end!! I wanted it to end quickly at first, but after thinking now.. I couldn't bear to let it end.. =(

2 more days.. Time passes so quickly..
Finished going through all our gimmicks today.. haha, it was fun.. super fun!
We were reminded to help check other people's dressing.. well, don't really know each others names.. so they were like..
Pei cai!! move!! Jurong west!! jurong west!! Then the one behind me called me.. ''eheh, the red color shirt'' cos i'm wearing my band tee and its like so outstanding.. -.- even the instructors too..

Today wasn't that tiring.. Well,games were fun! Haha, i couldn't believe there's a few band having 5days4night of band camp.. That is so damn cool that their teacher actually allowed that, for that the leaders requested..


Today wasn't as tiring as yesterday.. Well, going off.. Bye :D
I miss my Euphonium!!

My heart, which is so full to overflowing, has often been solaced and refreshed by music when sick and weary.

1st Day of 35th NCO Band Camp.

Well, after all.. i decided to post about every single day of my NCO camp.
So i could remember them :D
Doesn't matter if nobody is reading it..

Sucked so much.. Only for the first part, meeting keegan in school..
If i knew this would happen, i would have been so cruel enough to leave him in the lurch and had my father to drive me there.. He asked me to help him carry his bass drum down to foyer becos he doesn't want to, and it dirtied my shirt.. I got so damn pissed off.
Plus, we were late.

Reached CCAB by Taxi.. Great, i was super excited.. Played ice breaking games there.
Shared our band life with our team. Had fun with games.. Aniw,I did chicken dance for forfeit.. haha! I still couldn't forget that.
Met new friends.. Most of them were really friendly! :D
We exchanged numbers after the day..

Went for some drills after that.. Some basic drills that we had learned before under the sun. x_x
Attended lectures after that.. By the director of SAF band.
Learned lots of stuffs, and quotes for leadership..

Mace work was super fun!!
Boon khim taught me some WRONG skills..
Learned so much in a day..

Aww.. I can't stop staring at one of its mace which is so shiny and nice, with a lion on top. The unique one,Singapore's Mace.. even the instructors who taught us for mace work and drills is so handsome.. aww... *Admiring*
Lol..

Then i met Brenda's brother Gervais.
It was such a coincidence that Blossom from STC was in my team!

Super tired.. Went home and slacked.. :D


2nd day of 35th NCO Band Camp

Wasn't late today. :D
Got my father to drive me there.. But he was kind of pissed off cos i led him to the wrong way to CCAB. =(
Then wai ming sms-ed me where am i, i told her i was reaching soon. But in the end, we drove the wrong way.. Couldn't believe she reached at 7.30am, when we were supposed to assemble at 8am. Talked to ACS barker DM then.. He heard my complaints, then we started talking..
Embarassed.. xD

Did drills in the morning.. It was fun, but hentak taki was seriously tiring.. Especially, as the timing was so fast.. i realised that their drills is very different from what we do for band.
I was very shock when i heard that some DMs there, doesn't know what is Dairi-kiri (Forward March)
I was like.. wth? I thought that all band does drills?This is an important part of discipline!

Especially there's this command which is so confusing, but very interesting.. i think i should teach the band when i come back, and change some drills command. For checking of dressing for formation.

Attended lectures, and breifing for our display band techinques for P.O.P.
2nd part was interesting. By Prof. Ho from NIE, talking about Singapore's band history.
Never knew there was so much information we could learn. Also about the different instruments.

After lunch was Mace work.. :D The part that i liked most..
Just did some recaps and combine.. Well, then.. After, i was wondering.. Will the mace works we learned here be used? I don't think so, unless we are taking the SYF batch. Till now.. I'm still confused about the different mace work for each command, so is blossom, haha.. my blur blur partner..
Guess we 3 are like the blur-ress Drum Majors ever! :DD
Luckily i'm not taking the SYF batch.. Phew..

Brought back my Mace today, everybody was like staring at me.. The MRT, the bus.. =.=
I'm used to it.
Stupid sis, everything also complain.. Bring back mace and practice u also complain, use computer also.. zzz Did i even like hit u with my mace? No right? idiot..

Like my lame pose? TY TY :)








SO cutee!!

Don't get frightened off by my photo!! HAHA!! I like that photo so much, cos i look retarded!!
That's for the Halloween event over there..
LOL!!
Nothing much for today..
Just some photos we took at the science centre.


Went to cycle today.. nearly fell, then my feet knocked on the bike.. =.=
Now i become bai ka already.. but not so serious.. =)
At least still can do drills and march.. PHEW!!
35th NCO band camp tomorrow!! wooot!!
Hope to meet new friends there, and throw away my anti-social attitude.

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