Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Ran 2.4km today..
Had a great improvement..
I love this word so much, and it is
''Self- Discipline''The whole time, i was telling myself..
''Linda, you can do it! Don't be lazy, have some self-discipline and perseverance!! come on!''Wow, it works..!! I was still humming the tune of hawaii-five O that our band played yesterday at award's day..
Mrs Tan had the same reason why she couldn't fall asleep as me yesterday.
''Because i heard the band playing yesterday, and i couldnt forget it'' hahaha..!!
17.48min last year's nafa test, had a great improvement to
16.30min.Best record throughout my whole 4 years in kent ridge..
Well, miracle do happen! wahahaha..!!
I decided to take a break today, and slack.
All those stress i have in band, school,personal problems, and ANGER are killing me..
I need a break, totally. Brain cells couldn't work.. =(
I went up to facebook to view my horoscopes sayings.
It says''
It may be a good day for you to spend any spare time reading or studying a self-help book or web site. It is not a terrific day for doing technical paperwork or research. Your mind is focused inward, on your personal issues and the temper tantrum that your inner child is throwing. ''
It's really true.
I threw my anger at my family members and mum yesterday night.
Somehow somethings happened.
Tiredness, stress and anger all inside me.
Words that zong xian told me
'' I suggest you go read up some self-improvement books, because it really helps''I guess he was right, i haven't had this time to reflect upon what mistakes have i done through this year, and wasn't able to correct it.
All i know today was, O level is coming, Tests next week, need to finish math homework, need to study geography,need to study chemistry, need to hurry choose train my next batch of band leaders, need to inform band members about tmr's rehearsal, need to ask SLs and do out namelist for award's day, need to prepare for award's day , need to hurry up finish my math TYS on algebra.
That is all my need i could list.
The needs that i want to accomplish, and the stress that is piling up.
Where are my personal needs?
I don't know, i have suddenly forgotten what are my hobbies, what gives me happiness and what is my passion.
I went to read up a self-help improvement website today.
I needed tips on anger management and stress management, and it was true. Really..
I don't see any need on getting angry at small little stuffs that i will not benefit in at all. No
Why getting irritated about small little stuffs, shouting at others because they did something that irritated you, or vent your anger out because you feel so tired after a one full day, and more jobs piling up when you still have a need to do your homework and revisions.
"Holding onto anger is like grasping onto a hot coal
with the intent of throwing it at someone else.
You are the one who gets burned."I want to watch TVs and games, i want ice-cream to eliminate off my stress.
I need to organise my time and do things before the date of submission.
I need to stop thinking about things i want to complete at night, and couldn't get to sleep because i want to do it, and i can't.
Will your anger be justifiable, even after ten years have gone by? What's the worse that could result if you didn't get angry?
I need to manage my time..
