Saturday, March 27, 2010
I feel so completely.. Disappointed..
Well, the truth always hurt so much don't they..
Especially when you finally see their true colours.
I guess its the end of it..
I hate all those beautiful lies..
Why do the people that i trust most always disappoints me the most?
People that i never knew would ever do that to me..
Why? Yet again.. And again.. disappointment.
I guess i'll never be able to stand up again to trust anybody else anymore..
It hurts so much.. really a lot.
Why..
Can't i just really really have someone somebody that i can really put my trust in, and not disappoint me?
Why can't i..
Maybe its just meant to be like this..
That i cannot trust anybody, and that i am somebody that cannot be trusted.
That's fate..
That's because people don't trust me..
And.. they don't.
No matter how it is.
Yeah, i don't see any reason being such a nice person at all.. Its just not me..
Or is it, i am meant to be somebody that cannot be trusted, and that i cannot trust anybody.
I should just continue to be a bad person.
The violent, rude, aggressive, irritating, fierce, short-tempered person you all describe me as now uh.
It just doesn't pay to be kind.
They just treat you for granted, whatever i do for them as things that i'm supposed to do. Right?
I just hope that the earth would revolve around us.
Just change things that i wish i could have.
Can somebody just criticise me like seriously..
Tell me about all my bad points and everything that you seriously don't like about me.
I really want to know..
