Sunday, February 7, 2010
Hais.. So tired
Now.. Every Sunday seems so normal and boring to me now.
I dont know what happened..
Unlike previous years.. I don't seem to look forward to Chinese New Year at all..
I have not even bought any new clothes, even though my mum gave me $$ to.
Now and then.. I try my very best to make full use of my
weekdays and
Saturdays..
And then..
Sunday would be a slacking day..
Remembering that i used to sleep until 11am+ those days.
Now, even if i want to sleep more.. My mind is already awake at 9am+.
Somehow it has become a trend.. Or maybe because i wake up so early at saturdays to school and library until night, and then i sleep so early because i'm too tired to do anything.. xD
Yeah.. I was chatting with my band junior on MSN today..
Talking about some nonsense stuffs again, and then i remembered something that is really very meaningful for all leaders out there.
Something my teacher told me.
As a leader, you earn your respect from your members.You give commands and instruct them. They listen to you, and always obey your instructions.Out of it, you see the meaning.1. They do so, is because they give you respect, treat you as part of the family, as a friend.
2. Or is it because they are afraid of you and scared. To them, you are just somebody that stands there to give instructions and command. Your presence are indifferent, and they dare not talk to you.
Do they still say. Hi,linda! outside of band, or never before?
If they do, you are on 1. If they don't you are on 2.
Hahah.. Make sense uhh..
Well, maybe.. people who reads my blog are boring people.
because I share boring stuffs and blahh..
So hard to find people who share common interest with me.
Super hard.
Until now, i couldn't find anyone like that.
Maybe that's the reason why i dont have a best friend.
People would just think i'm irritating or annoying when i talk about some J-pops and band stuffs okay.. and wisdom words.
And they get so crazy over when others talk about korean bands, musics and MVs of SS501.
This is making me so sick..
Making it a topic to talk about on everyday school, so you have something to talk about.
Watching MVs of them like every single day, and earpiece up after every school day.
Hai..
I hate studying at home.
Cos i don't have a proper table, and it sucks.
Maybe thats the reason why i do so badly for my studies, cos it makes me dont feel like studying.
Just seriously hate it..
Well, have to go..
I started blogging only because i had to wait for BK to finish up the band formation for CNY performance!! arghh!! So i could print them out!!
I'm wasting my time!
Feel like.. want to step down from band.
Its like 114 more days to O levels.
