Thursday, February 4, 2010
Hai.. I know.. I shouldn't be going emo now and then with my black face.
Well, maybe you could see the word ''STRESS'' all around me..
I just feel like ''diao-ing'' everybody i see in class..
And.. I hate that badminton captain, he has attitude problem and i could finally do something to piss him up today. He somehow kinda scolded me ''fcuk'' cos i pushed him and then i rolled my eyes up and turn my head high.. That was perfect. You could imagine that.
Well.. Mr Chan could sense this 'fearful' aura. I heard him saying this twice already.. ''why your face so black''..
Haii... Things just haven't been going so smoothly nowadays..
And.. I screwed again.. and again..
I don't know why..
I got so nervous during my math test, and my mind went blank straight after i took up my pen.
My hand was shaking when i saw the question on finding the minor sector, and i got stuck at my tree diagram.. What happen??? I thought i knew how to do it, i thought im confident in it.. But..
You know.. Mr Chan is right man.. AHHh..
ANd.. I had a dream last night.. Which is a super familiar one.. The one that i always had, and then i cry during my sleep.. Like seriously, why do i still keep thinking of that person that it appears in my dream?!!
I can't stand it anymore..
No matter how many times i say it.. It doesn't help at all..
HOw i wish i could restart everything..
ANd.. Went through deep thinking the other night.. What i want to achieve for Os.
ITs kind of difficult, but i want it.. SImple. Yes!
I feel so bad.. TOld my junior i would send her some band music 2 days ago, and i haven't been able to use the comp, and now the hotmail isn't working.. Damn..
Facebook is making me impatient..
