Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I've told myself umpteen of times not to get upset because of some other people..
But I couldn't seem to do it.. It's really disappointing no matter how hard i try to.
SO.. Everytime.. I hold my tears.
I guess I'll never be able to cry it out.
At least i fulfilled something.
Unable to accept the kindness people have for me..
How to?
Should I?
I prefer keeping things to myself, and i consider it as you doing me a favour to not ask so much and care so much.. ALways.. Please ignore me
I try my very best not to bother about things around me too much.
Realised that disappointment is my biggest fear..
I need a stabilizer.. The one for emotional use.. Bleahh..
I'm really really trying very very hard to accept the truth and the fact..
ahhhh... I really really want to know who that 'qi qi' who tagged my blog is..Really..No harm telling me who are you.. I won't bite..
