Friday, October 16, 2009
Linear perspective drawing
Part of what i did for ART EYE
TIRED =.=
Got back math papers today.. I'm speechless
Passed my history.. can't believe it.. because i didn't really study much for it.
Ms heng then wrote some encouraging words behind.. =)
Well, overall.. failed
2 subjects out of
7But wasn't really well done
Worried about some people as they might not get promoted to sec
4E nxt year because they weren't able to pass
2 subjects. So what now.. Or they might go back thinking.. I should have worked harder..
That was me during MYE
Went for band practice(rehearsal) today, i still like calling it a practice.. =P lol
Learned a lot of Spanish words today.. Of course about music.
Then Mr Chiang asked the whole band about our results.
Then he encouraged us not to work this holiday.
*Especially the sec 3sHe asked who had already planned to work? I was speechless, didn't dare to own up.
I promised to only work on weekends. Will it really affect my concentration on studies??
Will i be determined? I need to ask myself this questions.
I didn't like today..That was after band..Why is everybody kept asking me whether am i okay or not.Mel kept saying that i looked stress. and asked me not to worry so much.But i really don't have this feeling, i said i'm not.Maybe just too tired.. But i wasn't able to really smile..After i heard her saying those things that i don't want to hear.Why? about past faults? I went into thoughts aft they left, Why bring this to me again?I asked, what do u mean by that? She didn't want to say.I removed her words aft i got in the bus.So well, everyone knows it.. Nothing to hide, nothing to show.. and I've got nothing to tell.Sometimes, I hate it when others concerns about me and wanting to know everything. I don't know whyI just want to say that.I don't fall so easilyDon't underestimate meI am conscious of my surroundingI don't need this, and i don't want to hear thisTime passes like one drop of waterWhy not let the past be the pastLet the unhappiness blow away with the winds like the leafs?Maybe it is what happened that made me realize how the Society is likeAll the cruel facts i have to face at this age that changed meThe words i need to get into my ears from the adultsIt hurts so muchI want to be back to the naive girl i used to be, who knows nothing at all
But the truth and facts changed me
