Friday, August 14, 2009
I just wished someone can really understand how i feel..
I feel like standing up to scold you or punch you straight to your face.
I thought u would change, and understand because i'm willing to give chances for a change, & i believe everybody can change if they are willing to.
And i still believe..
I promise i will change too.
I won't say much,
But just this..
I am a human too. I hope you understand..
I don't know why people are treating me like this, even my junior says she likes all the senior in the band accept for me and monster just becos i scolded her.. pathetic
I'm tired.. Really tired.. Tired of being strong.. Tired of being strong, & acting as one in front of everybody.. Very tired,& i really feel like giving up.. Really want to.. When can i stop being one?
I just hope to be myself again.. That's all i wish for
Tired of pretending that everything is alright.. Showing others that i'm strong, and i won't fall..
Nobody understands how I feel.. everyday going back home, needing to pretend everything is fine.. Showing them my usual smile.. This is too much to hold..
I know i can still hold on.. But im just afraid that i might just fall anytime.
I feel like crying out loud.
