Friday, February 6, 2009
Went to bed really late last night because maywen asked me to go online at 9pm+ to send her email address and teach her how to send schedule! -.-' omg,i rushed to do my geog WB and to study for my history test straight after..
Feeling super tired now,but duno why i just felt like blogging today..
Had history test today,and im *speechless*. Geography lesson was fun today! I love Geography! yeah!! Math lesson totally made me sweat as i dun understand anything that ms foo is teaching.. Sometimes,i really feel that i'm really stupid and dumb.
(I'm serious!!)Blahblah blah.. Been slacking alot during band. Really in bad mood this afternoon that i nearly cried. haix! Was really tired that i fell asleep! >_<'' So they had their re-audition. Things did not turn out well.. Seeing them,makes me feel kinda restless because i can't do anything.. but only to give them moral support.
This few days,i thought about it alot and reflected. I realise my attitude is really getting worse. Or is it because of the common tests,and something else that is stressing me. Now, i think im really ego and arrogant in some ways. Instead of critisizing others,im doing it to myself. Hate me,its ur choice.But I want the best,i want it. And why can't i get it? Or that people change when time passes? I think that i am really stupid and i hate myself sometimes. Just pure dumb.I admire it,im being envious of it and i am jealous. What can i do? Nothing. I mean,ain't that fate? just leave it..
